It's up to your judgement.

Your Absence is filled by such a 'Nonsense' A voice from a speakbox : "Attention Please, Attention PleaseThe owner's blog has been idled cuz of studying thingy,instead of waiting endlessly, let me fill you my dear despair....Special Thanks for your visitting"
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It's a humid daySo funny I lie trembling along ivorish balconySweated by inner fearsome, haunted me through days and nightsmy existance is corroded into a pitch black
......Noone loves me, Everybody leaves me.......
Hopeless wish is a mortician rushes me into his coffinInstead of pure white lily, I'll be surrounded by scent of canabisstrong breeze has come with a sign of coming typhoon
I close my eyes and wait....
It's a rainny dayFirst drop of water tears my grief body, licks tenderly on dry lipswith eyes closed, I remind inner self of your kissso cold, like your pale hands......I'm obsessed by depressing.......
broken lips are now opened, tastes nothing but thin airwishing on the calm strong wind to blow my sin away.....and cold sharp rain could wash all remembrance of my dear.....
Still, I confess
I love you insanely.
I need you here madly......
10 minutes laterbalcony has turned to heaven,
I'm lying in a puddle of the blood, longing to kiss you.....
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Such a stupid poems eh?Nevertheless, this is my emotion that expresses to the owner of this blogwho's been absent for a big while....
The whole story....
Truth or Fiction?
It's up to your judgement.